Take Me Away

Grade 8? suppose to be the best year of elementary d-joke, starting out to be the worst. Loossing friendships, fights. Even though im not liking this yeaar, im like wishing it away. I really dont want to..because i want to make the best of it with my wife. im gonna miss jess uggh shes life and if i said nothing will change we'll still be good friends i'd be lying. We'd both try to keep it the same, but it'll be hard. I just want you to know.. that i'll always be your wife and on facebook im not taking you out of my relationship status.. never. You'd prob be the first one too. I honestly know how it feels to care about someone so much then they're gone. Wifee, i'll never be gone, ill always be here for you no mattter what, I promise. I Love You :) Never Forget.

Most of you prob think im over this guy truth is i dont know i know hes the ugly.. but honestly i dont go for looks its all about personality. when i found out it took him 2 years kinda made me happy/sad remembering all the good times. Then today talking to his gf he pulls her aside and they make out aha.. kinda awkward nawh? Then this other guy comes to my life and rofl im not going to tell you what he did to me, just going over it will just break me. Amazing how i went from a sweet ugly guy to a Hot jerk. It's funny how you eliminate the people that care about you from your life and replace them with people who could care less.. true? Anyway, Every ones going on vacation i seriously need to go on one bro. what the eff.. newfoundland? oh I'll be sure to bring you back a salmon. -_- I wanna go somewhere far like Russia, ah one of my lifetime goals to travel to Russia develop the accent then bring it back to Canada aha. anyway, back to "friends," to be honesst im kina actually surprised how things are turning out becoming closeer to people i thought didn't give craaap about me. Then witnessing my good friends change before my eyes, to something im afraid they'll continue to become. I can't wait to see how grade 9 will be.. all i know is that I'm gonna stick with this girl for a looong timme. She changed a lot of things in my lifee, and safe to say if she wasn't here neither would i trust. I can't even begin to imagine what life would be like without her.

I'm done with this year, I'm tired of everyone here

I just need some time alone

Before I'm ready to come back home

There's gotta be something else out there for me

I could feel it in my heart the day I started to dream

I can't let this place keep me down

Madeira (L)

Alright so i'd like to dedicate this post to fam, in Madeira, Portugal. Currently there has been lots of flooding and craap, lots of bridges collapsed. Lots of people are loosing their homes and lots of people are dying. My grandparents have their kitchen flooded and filled with mud. Thankfully not that bad. Just wanted to say i sentence or two is pork chop Gostaria de oferecer minhas condolências a qualquer um que que perdeu amados, devido a este desastre terrível em Portugal. Oro para você cotidiano, e voltas de tudo de esperança para fora tá bom. Envio dinheiro para ajudar para essas pessoas que perderam para casa e eu espero que tudo voltará a normal. Tome Cuidado.

Lets keep Madeira in our prayers.

I Don't Know

I honestly don’t know what to do anymore. I’m sick and tired of trying to impress people. You fucking do everything so you can feel wanted or appreciated. Then it honestly comes around and bites you in the ass. I’m sick of always being there for you. I’m sick of making you feel happy. I’m sick of trying to be your best friend. Could you really be that blind sighted, to realize that the person you need and the person that actually cares about you is right in front of you? You said some things today that actually hurt but I play it off like it doesn’t bother me. But it’s really killing me inside. You probably think of me as some joke I’m sick of being looked down to. All I’m trying to do is for you to accept my advice. To actually listen to what I say for once. I want you to realize that the person you need has been here all along. But I don’t think you’ll ever realize it. You’ll just keep living your life looking for that person, meanwhile that “person,” has been here all along.